One of These Emo Postings
Published Thursday January 25th, 2007 from Camarillo, CA. Listening to Thievery Corporation, feeling I-Don't-Know.

Midnight strikes. The next day approaches. Again. Again. Again. Time passes by, and by, and by. Quickly. Slowly. Much too fast, but nothing happens. Tick tock tick tock. I want out. I want an escape. My thoughts are disgusting. My worries simplistic and embarrassing. Yet this belittlement does not satisfy what is required to have my thoughts dwell on happy pink roses and hearts fluttering around everywhere against a backdrop of blue sky and fluffy clouds. Nei nei! On the contrary, I am more frustrated.

I've felt generally dissatisfied for quite some time now. The past month, perhaps two, decrease in general motivation. Now time seems to pass all too quickly. At work I sit. I stare. I pick at my work as one might pick at the food on a plate. I've eaten my share and now I'm full.. But I'm not. full is a far cry from anything I am. Empty-more accurate.

I was finally able to find a Wii. I bought one. It's fun. I haven't played it much. No time. Who has taken all my time? Tick tock tick tock. My grandparents come to visit on the 10th of February until March. I'll snap my fingers when they arrive and they'll be gone again. Day's will flash by before I can even say, "Hello." Goodbye is just around the corner. Hello Goodbye. How are you? Ah, silly me, no time to answer. My heart feels heavy. I take a deep breath of air, but do not feel refreshed.

Posted by LeighAnn @ 09:30, January 25, 2007
Awww... I know how you feel marco! and picking at your food I can relate to that too.. ask Brian I am a pro! Hopefully time will fly and it will be summer and then you can go on a fun trip! I know I would like summer to be here already. :(

Posted by bear @ 13:01, January 25, 2007
once again... you need a hug. And im still hug compatible.

Posted by Chris @ 14:57, January 25, 2007
Marco, I think you suffer from the great dissatisfaction. I've been thinking about it, briefly, and I think it's good that you and I feel stale quickly, it keeps us moving, striving to chance, to get better and better. We're likely destined for great things. :)

Posted by matt @ 20:53, January 25, 2007
hello is this thing on... *tap*.. *tap* *tap*.. uhum... well I hope something fun arises.. I decided to try out ebay for the first time today.. listed my n64 and all of its crap.. made for a good feeling that i learned something new(and thanks for that poemy thing) ;D