Published Wednesday January 1st, 2003

Welp... its 2003... Whaddya know. I really dont like odd numbers. especially not three's... but.. oh well. heh. /me sighs. Yeh.. well... whats new... hrm.. i would like to point out that ... this site has been around for 3 years now... i have news postings from all the way back in 2001... pretty cool, i think... big archive of little events in my life... like a journal or diary.. except... in less detail as its more public... heh, cool. Well... today... was.. okay i suppose. when i say today i mean last day in 2002.. Anyways.. i woke up at around 1430... heh. i like vacation =).. but anyways.... I got up and... didnt really do much interesting.. in the evening i was picked up and then dropped off at Mikes house with chris, grant, kate, wes, matt, ...hmr, yea that was it... and.. we hung out.. laughted... had fun.. it was cool. then.. at midnight.. we were like.. woot... its. 2003... not very enthusiastic may i add... and.. then we returned to our previous freelancing states... just.. doing whatever.. as i said.. it was cool. Then.. kate's mom came to pick up kate, chris and i and her mom droped me off at home... wes, matt and grant stayed at mikes house.. i decided against it... out of no particular reason, actually... i just felt like sleeping in my own bed as im more comfortable there, honestly said. heh. Besides.. i love my bed.. my bed is so wonderful.. i'd love to just stay there 24/7... mmm... heh =)... anyways... yeh.. at the moment im sitting here "alone" physicallly and virtually alone... no one is in #epiar on irc.freenode.net .. heh, exciting. so.. im just sitting here listening to some set entitled "Vocal Trance 07" .. its a good set. i like the VOcal Trance series.. mmm. heh.. yea.. but.. wow.. im just sort of babbling now. yeh.
Hrm.. as im writing this im haveing problems breathing... argh, i had this same issue the prior night.. its most frustrating, i must say. yeh.
Heh.. well... 2002 is gone... was an intersting year... for the most part if not overall it was pretty nice. Im feeling _very_ content right now... im sitting here in my comfortable chair.. listening to some flowing progressive trance, wearing a sweatshirt and mocassins, quite farm and cozzy... ahh... this is nice. And, now.. as i continue to type i have closed my eyes... just.. sitting here... completely relaxed... just... drifting through time... mmmm content. natural high. ahhhh... i finally got in a full breath of air... that just added to my comfort. Im feeling quite ... hrm....
yeh.
well then... anyways.... what to write now.... these postings seem.. to me.. a bit.. meaningless... their content.. is... well... hmm... opinion less, maybe... emotionless? yeh...

hrm... now i think ill bitch a bit... what about?... school... homework... bwah. lol. that was a mood killer.. mmm, fun.
/me goes to terrain fractal editor and makes some changes..
heh.. anyways.. hrm.. in 10 minutes star trek voyager rerun is on on UPN! yey! lol... some trek at 0300 in the morning.. mmm, fun. heh. anyways... bwah bweh bwooh... many things change in life in deed they do...

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