Published Tuesday January 7th, 2003







Hrm.. well then.... take a look at the news archive.. or.. follow these 4 links:
1 2 3 4

Look at just the images, the rest is slighty irrelevant to the pain im going to make. notice url 3 and 4... and then url 1 and 2.. now notice their content, the main conflict anyway, and notice where is spent my day, or where i did not. did i make my point? good. =)
hrm.. well then.. why did i put all those image up there at the top? dunno.. those are just a few images i felt i could relate to at current time.. you get to be the phsycologist and try and guess their meaning..
*gets distracted from writing post for half an hour*
heh.. anyways.. yeah.. today wasnt as hellish as yesterday was.. but alas.. wasnt much fun... at least i was awake today, which made me much happier ...
its been windy as hell for the past 3 days and i have enought of it.. just.. stop being windy.. grrr.. heh...
yeah... hrm... epiar.net got another 800+ hits yesterday. pretty cool.... about 500 or so today... heh... hrm.. heh.. hrm.. hm.. mhhh...
yea... anyways.... not a whole lot up... the pictures up there say it all. lol, and im going to be stupidly abstract and not say anything in writen words... doesnt that just annoy you? it would definately annoy me... heh. indeed.
hrm.. my glass of milk is empty.. im sad. ill have to get up and move my tired, somwhat aching body downstairs to the kitchen and fill my milk glass up to the top again. WHOLE MILK, mind you.. none of that non fat.. skim.. low fat.. no fat just water milk... eww..
oh!! speaking of eww... on tv there are these advertaisments for dominos conamon balls or.. dots as they call them.. everytime i see that commercial and see those "dots" and their description and close up camera shots i feel like, literaly, barfing all over the place... i become squeemish when i see them.... looks so damn disgusting...
hrm... typing that reminds me of another thing... im sure that when my mom sees these posting, or if she does.. one of the things she will not like is the return of "bad" language in my postings... for a while i "censored" it and used less "bad" words.. but.. i decided that... thats just.. fake, and a lie... and.. damn, shit, hell, fuck, and whatnot are just words.. fuck is such a flexible word.. why not use it? im sure most of the poeple ont he internet have heard the "Fuck" song... or... audio "speech", rather.. where an announcer goes through the many uses of the word fuck, and its implications... surely, it may be simple minded of me to cite this "song/speech" .. audio byte! thats what it is.. anyways.. sure its simple minded of me to cite this audio byte as my reason to use to word fuck, but then so be it.. i am simple minded... nothing but a snail.. o.O.. right. lol. its just a word... however, let me note that its not a racist reference, or a word which degrades a certain people.. now, such a word.. for example, the word used in the southeast during the US civil war times to refer to a african america, i would definately not, and never use.. however, luckily the word fuck is general and does not degrade or act as a racist slang against an ethnic class. I also wont use phrases like "god damn" or such terms degrading "god" or, a god of someones religious beliefs.
err... k... im not sure what thought i went off on there.. but.. ... hrm.. yep. the point fo that was.. basically... "mom, dont come and complain about my language in my news posting"...
hrm... anyways... heh...
yea.... hrm.. indeed. almost time for bed.. maybe ill go in an hour at 2300.. i think thats what ill do.. sounds fun.
hrm.. i have splendid fun marginaelia due tomorrow.. that'll be fun as i dont do that well and hate it. hrm.. yep... anyways.. i dont have much more to type... alas.. 3 more damned days of school. bwah.