Published Friday December 17th, 2004

2 days are left for me here in Switzerland before heading off to California, to super-boring-ville of Camarillo. 2. I can't believe it. It's so unfathomable to me. I can't believe I've only got 2 days left.

Did half of a year pass already? That quickly? So fast? How is this even possible? How!? I was just in France, in Germany. I just came back from Greece. What!? Huh!? I can't comprehend this. I can't. It seems so impossible that half a year has possibly passed as fast as this last half-year has. Never! Never has half a year passed this quickly. I would have considered such a quick passing of time impossible a year ago.

I miss walking along the shore of the Aegean sea on Mykonos. I miss the beautiful village of Ia on Santorini, and soon I'll miss Switzerland again. I already miss it. I've never missed anything this much before, and at the same time always have. I know for a fact that when the time comes I will leave the U.S.A. for good. Nothing, no-one will keep me from this. Though, where I will go, I do not know.

I have a request. If you have had, or will have the idea to show up at my house in Camarillo the day I arrive, please don't. I wont be a very pleasant person to be around.

Meh.. Only 2 short days..

UGH!