Published Sunday April 30th, 2006

I suppose I should write up another entry just before the month of April comes to an end.. Or perhaps just because it is a Sunday evening and I probably should be doing other things, but would rather write some jibberish for my weblog. “Indeed!” says I. Hey look! I finally fixed my UTF-8 problems! See?: *Unicode follows* My name is ルデ-さん, ルデ マコ. If that doesn’t show up for you (or shows up as a bunch of ?’s), you have not installed any Japanese font-sets on your computer. You loser.

La de da.. Or something.. Two more weeks of school and I’m on summer break. Yippie-doodle. (You must login to gain access to this content.)

Saturday I went to 6 Flags with Chelsea.. No one else came because no one else could come. Lamers. It was fun nonetheless. X was the best. I love that ride. If you just relax your body and let your limbs dangle, it feels like you’re flying- It’s so awesome! Heh… Indeed. There were a lot of people at Six Flags… There was some sort of dance competition going on.. Something straight out of “Bring It On”. Lot’s of females with very scary and unfortunate makeup prancing around.. Going to Six Flags also makes you realise how white Camarillo is. Camarillo is gross.

Heh, I can’t help but feel that my entries lately have been somewhat corny. Probably because they have, indeed, been corny. Oh well. Random thought, but I think a layout redesign is in order for this site. I’m sort of bored with this one.. It’s also almost two years old. It’s not very “Web 2.0”ish, either.. Although, I’m not exactly sure how to make a personal blog live up to the Web 2.0 expectations as far as collaboration goes. At least I can make it flashy and fancy with my Javascript abilities. Meh.. But all that aside.. This site just needs a new look. Something with blue again. Something sleek and cool. Fancier and easier commenting. Hrm…

I suppose it’s time for bed now..


Andain - Beautiful Things

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

so many beautiful things...
so many beautiful things...

Now what do I do
can I change my mind
did I think things through

It was once my life
it was my life at one time